Is your BIRTHDAY!
Hope you have a blast one. :)
Didn't able to celebrate this year. I'm sorry.
I know Birthday is kind of important for u.
So i texted you.
I'm happy with the message i get..
But i feel im really a bitch now..
i try to move on but i failed and find you...
i dont know what i want now.
but i know my heart or myself is happy when im with u.
imy.. im afraid you will be away from me.. but i have to do so because you deserved the better one. feeling selfish i hate myself.
sometimes only sometimes, i really wish to die. so everything solved, people, know I love you that much I don't have to explain any further...
but just today my friend, Tea she told me her sis just pass away. and how sad is she...
I feel so sorry and i feel bad for my own family if i died.
I want you back but I'm afraid I don't know how to face the people we love especially our families.
I know they say relationship just both of us but I want their blessed if we are together...
I know I know it would be worth if we can go through this just I'm afraid I will give up if they don't bless us and I just don't want to mess up your life again and especially with your family.
I know myself too well, give up easily when there is a force, I doubt myself.
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